day 3

so, update on my life, i can't move any muscle in my body. yay!
i woke up today and i think i may have gotten ran over by a bus in my sleep because i have never been this sore in my short life.

but i kept going with p90x because for the first time in my life, i don't want to quit this, i feel like i am doing something good for myself and i love that feeling. i did shoulders and abs today, i think i need to buy bigger weights because it took a lot of reps to make me tired, so i guess that means a trip to the store. also, i hate, with a burning passion, ab ripper x. hate it, it made me feel like jello, melted jello.

one thing i do love about p90 is that for one of the stretches the guy says "now love yourself." and i know that he means just hug yourself to stretch i feel like it is uplifting and makes you feel good about yourself.

today at work, i ate a really good lunch/dinner and then i thought it would be a good idea to add some sweet to my meal, that was a really bad choice, i had a horrible stomache ache. so i guess this working out thing means no sweet yummy cream cheese frosting... should have known. i'll be sticking with frozen yogurt.

i know that i won't be able to laugh tomorrow but i think that is the price i will pay for a healthy body. off to do some yoga before bed, i'm addicted.