in the words of my mommy, it just doesn't matter

so i have grown up. i am at a point in my life where i don't care what people think of me. i need to do what is best for my future.

when i say i don't care, i don't mean it in a mean hearted way, but i have noticed that i have been a 'yes' person, i have trouble saying no. recently i have been doing me, others opinions don't influence me as much as they have in the past.

i have been fixing myself. it isn't easy and it is really confusing sometimes, but i know that with god, my family, and friends who my best interest in mind, i will succeed.

i am still me. i'm still happy. i just don't care.